Blane In Australia / An Ongoing Journal/ Vision Quest
First Take ; ( 11-26-07 still in Australia ).
Okay , Gang , I decided I would share with you all what I've
experienced on this journey to the best of my ability . Deciding to do
this was rather difficult as what has transpired is not easily
described , and such or any descriptions do not really lend a real
view to the actuality of the situation.. So , I'm going to write
about it in parts or sections over the next few months , but tomorrow I'll transcribe
part 1, and where it goes nobody knows . If nothing else I hope you all
find it entertaining .......Blessings ..........Blane
"Only those who will risk going too far
can possibly find out how far one can go"
- T.S. Eliot
Part 1:
It's Nov 28th today . I'm
in Canberra , Australia with Andrew Rigg , his wife Eri and beautiful
family ..I suppose that I could say that , in my wildest imaginings
before I left the USA, I could not have and didn't even come close to
perceiving what would transpire within me on this Spiritual/Magickal
Vision Quest I've embarked upon here in the Land of Oz.....
And quite frankly I am still in awe in regard to have what I have
experienced and continue to experience here . Along with that I should
say that what has happened to me defies any and all so-called rational
explanation or articulation. Yet, I will however make a real attempt at
doing so . But it should be noted at the onset that actual or true
comprehension of the descriptions and events which have taken place ,
being quite abstract and subjective experiences , can only be
ascertained through a personal and experiential retracing of some of
the steps and taking the action necessary which I have done to arrive
at a place of willingness and surrender within myself which has placed
me at this stage and advent of superb possibility in this "Now Time".
Since I got here in Australia I have been introduced to two systems of
spiritual development and ascension, if you will. The Gaiadon Heart
Aumkabah Keys of Ascension, modules IA and IB , as well another
paradigm smashing system called , Access Energy Transformation.
Before I left the States I had been going through a lot of processing
and subsequent energy downloads . I surmised that this was all a taste
of what was to come in a short time . I really didn't know anything
about either of these systems , because as I said already, this stuff
has to be personally experienced by the individual aspirant. I wasn't
aware of "Access" at all , and the information I read on the Gaiadon
Heart web-site was , in my opinion , rather vague . As was the
responses I received from Andrew when I tried to drill him for more
precise information on Gaiadon Heart, the mechanics and methodology of
it and all. Now, in retrospect , I quite understand , and we both laugh
and he says , " see, now you know why I had to be vague, because you
cant explain this to anyone , it has to be experienced , and no true
Spiritual Path is intellectual in nature , it is experiential ". You
can show someone a map of a territory , but its only a map , it is not
the territory itself , nor is it the journey on which one goes in The
Reality .
Okay , that's part 1, folks . It may be a couple of days before I
write any more as we're going to the coast tomorrow and I'll be out of
touch for a bit . More to come , stay tuned . This is just the
beginning of one hell of a wild ride , my friends.Some of it is rather
scary , ( which I like anyhow, who don't like a good scary movie, eh ?
) . And most of it was ( and is ) a metamorphic miracle beyond any
expectation. Which I tend to keep expectations to a minimum as
preconceived ideas always seem to screw up being in the moment
............Ateh Gibor Leolam Gaia Adonai..........Blane
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Part 2 Blane in Australia ]
The flight here from
the States went pretty well, albeit that it was a long one , like
26 hours altogether . Gulfport , Mississippi, to Dallas , Texas , to
San Francisco , and then onto the big jumbo jet which whisked me off to
Sydney , Au, at which point I missed a flight and then caught one an
hour later and "bang zoom" I was in Canberra (Australian Capital
Territory). Sounds important , don't it? Well,Kids , for me it was the
beginning of a life changing experience. Which , I might add , is
always a good thing as long as you keep breathing ( or if you dont ,
then its time apparently , for a new body and another shot at this deal
called evolution).Because , after all, change and growth is what we're
here for anyhow , isn't it . The development and awakening to the
reality of becoming a fully conscious infinite Being , one with All and
All in one as it were, always embracing the rich diversity of Life and
the many faces of the One Life Force which wears many masks .
As I mentioned in the intro to this saga here, before I left the USA
I was experiencing alot of clearing and downloading of energies already
. I'd received an initiation from our dear Chandra Ma to Ashti Lakshmi
energies ( which was quite beautiful) , a couple weeks before . But
assimilation of these frequencies were just about done with the
in-processing of higher frequencies and out-processing of junk from the
trunk. This new stuff that was happening to me was of a different and
very high frequency .So, I ascertained that this occurrence was a
preview , taste and preparation for what was soon to come .
Arriving at Andrew's house I rested some that first day . He explained
to me a few things about the "Access System" and proceeded to
demonstrate ( on me ) it's effectiveness in destroying
self-manufactured and unconscious obstacles which tend to tend to be
problematic ( actually this shit kills people ) for folks in general
and especially those on the Path of Awakening et-al. I was quite in awe
of the speed and efficiency with which this system operated . I could
feel enormous amounts of "stuff" coming off and out of me . Not just
from this lifetime , but millions of them and beyond. How did I
ascertain that this was what was going on, you might ask ? Andrew had a
method of determining how far back various energies were latched onto
me , and , all I can say is that I just knew he was correct . There's
no practical explanation I can give about this, it is totally
experiential .
Next we launched in The Gaiadon Heart system . All I can say ( for now ), is "Boy Howdy !"............
[ As a side-note to all this . It has always been my belief and
contention , and I had the sense that, with all the reiki-esque systems
and for that matter all any and all Paths of Spiritual/Magickal
approach, that its not so much that anything is transmitted to one as
it is a case that the conditionings, programs , densities, and so forth
which inhibit our awareness of being who we really are , which is fully
realized Infinite Beings . These nasty little buggers ( the inhibitors
I mentioned ) are being removed or disintegrated , shooed-off or
destroyed , or their frequency raised so they no longer have any
detrimental effects on you or anyone else ( unless someone opens the
door for these things ). This process allows us to "wake up!" , and by
degrees promotes in us the realization of who we really are , and the
probability field of Cosmic Consciousness then begins to unfurl
infinitely . Just to the extent that we do not resist change . Thats
the deal , Folks , in my humble estimation . Also , further along the
trek ( alot of processing and dumping has to be done first) , we inter
into the realm of receiving key spiritual, etheric , genetic ,
molecular , atomic and sub-atomic encoding's or encodements - downloads
of sacred geometrical configurations , divine programs which facilitate
rather than hinder being a Fully Conscious Humanoid Being. But the
processing and clearings do continue , to be sure , the growth and
expansion never stops , we never "arrive" . How can an Infinite Being
ever be limited by an end of the road event?.] Everything is sacred ,
and nothing is sacred , everything is permitted. Be Infinite ....
So, my friends,that's it for now . more later ........Love and Light .......Blane
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"Only those who will risk going too far
can possibly find out how far one can go" _T. S. Eliot
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Blane in Australia Part 3
The trip in Australia was definitely a life changing experience . But we never stop growing and learning do we . After this journey I am even more convinced that I am only barely scratching the surface of the infinite reality which is unfolding before me .
I'm just resting now and doing my best to digest and assimilate the gifts that were given to me there. Everything seems very different back here at home now , I attribute this to the change in perception which has taken place in me . Everyone is still who they are and everything appears to be going on as usual , however , to me nothing is the same , and I doubt that it ever will be . That's okay with me . To genuinely realize one's own infiniteness is a staggering experience , and quite humbling as well . Especially to the extent that no attachment or significance can be conceptually placed on the experience or stage of realization or it renders it all inert and just a memory that one can become trapped in . So I have to allow all of it to be utterly annihilated and clear any and all attachment to it so new information can flow into my consciousness. And that which promotes consciousness will remain and grow , and that which is designed to cause anti-consciousness or unconsciousness will have to flee. Very paradoxical this "reality" business. With the "Access Energy Transformation" system I've found a method to keep me almost in a constant state of clearing all attachments to anything or anyone .So that which is "real now" always is in "this now" . I always have the option to take back any delusion or illusions I want . But I find it almost unbearable to do this , I've tried it a few times and it just doesn't work . I'm hardly able to tolerate the heaviness involved in hanging onto that which does not serve my highest good . And the alternative is to experience a lightness and sense of wellbeing, clarity , unity ,connectedness and power like I've rarely felt in my life . Now as far as sharing specific techniques with you about "Access" , I choose not to do this as I am very grateful to the founder Gary Douglas who has spent 30 yrs developing this system and it is his means of income . So if anyone is interested in finding out more about this system then here is the web-site address : http://www.accessconsciousness.com/index.asp
In regard to the Gaiadon Heart Modules IA and IB workshops , I will say that my studies and practices of the occult , theosophy , magick , shamanism , ecstatic Buddhism, and Vedic practices etc, were all brought together and realized through the IA and IB modules in a way that was quite comprehensive and all encompassing, a synthesis of everything I've learned experienced and practiced throughout my life to this point . Now I feel like a small child again standing at the advent of a brand new beginning............... How does it get any better than that ? It just does ...
I might add that while visiting down around Batemans Bay , Australia , we went to a tattoo shop there , run by a fella named Mark from Finland . We chatted a while , and at the end of our visit he invited me or any of my artists to come work at his shop there on the beautiful Australian coast of New South Wales , said he'd put us up at his house and everything . Very cool guy indeed ..........More on the adventures in Australia in my next writing .........Blessings ......Blane
[ as a sidbar of interest] :
I was tattooing this angel on a guy's arm last week and he looked around my station at a variety of all the eclectic spiritual/magickal type aticles of a mystical looking nature one might say that are sitting on shelves orhanging on the wall or off of other things ,and said , "hey , are you into some kind of Voodou or Magic Man , Witch kind of ju ju crap or something?"
I said "yeah I suppose you might say that , but I dont really like labels put on me" . He said , "well , do a trick then , show me some magic".and he snickered at me ... I laughed and said that what and who I am is a way of life and being, but since he asked I would demonstrate with a kind of a story , and this is what I told him :
Although I'm aware that all realizations revelations , enlightenment , are latent in my own heart , and that one need seek no further ultimately than the spark of Life ablaze within their own being . I also know that everyone else outside of this personality and vehicle called Blane is really a component or aspect of my Real Self that I seek to integrate , and that we are all inseparably connected to the greater One that is all. So if I went to Nepal and met with a Buddhist Rinpoche who had attained enlightenment I would be connecting with a Higher aspect of myself that was always there anyway but I just wasn't aware of that part of my being . Like forgetting a tender moment from childhood connected to the scent of a flower . 40 yrs go by and the memory of this flower is all but erased , and one day you walk through a garden thousands of miles from your home and someone walks up to you with this same flower , you smell it and the distractions and drudgery of 40 yrs falls away and in that moment you are an innocent child again , surrendering to the wonder and bliss of just being alive . And you look at this person with unconditional love and gratitude , enrapt in this eternal, infinite moment which transcends time and space and all definitions , and know that you have been completed in another , who is really a reintroduction to the Real you .............Selah
"In the province of the mind what one believes to be true, either is true or
becomes true within certain limits. These limits are to be found
experimentally and experientially. When so found these limits turn out to be
further beliefs to be transcended. In the province of the mind there are no
limits."
John Lilly
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Comments
Re: Blane in Australia/ A recent experience
This is something I shared with Andrew from an e-mail today. There is a whole lot more , but very difficult to put into words . The process of articulating these experiences seems to diminish the reality of what actually happens . But I will continue to attempt to convey my own experiences in hopes that others may find resonance with these descriptions and know that they arent going crazy but that I believe these experiences are common to many who are experiencing life at higher and higher expanded frequencies of Light . Ive been having some really wild experiences during meditations .
Ive related some of the stuff to Saranya because a good portion of what Ive been doing has been working with the Time Matrix meditations , the Light Vortex Spins , and the last meditations in the IB manual , plus I use Access on myself usually before and after these meditations , and what sticks is some pretty profound experiences , very hard to explain or describe . Ive been watching what appears to be what is happening with matter in the 3d sense of the the 3, 4 and 5th dimensional shifts and beyond . Watching dematerializations of things on a molecular level , like everything being made of these little bubble like things which are continually expanding and contracting . And the expansions are becoming wider in all directions , and as this wider expansion takes place , then infinite consciousness rushes in and changes the constitution of the molecules that were expanded , so when they come back together they have been altered in an energetic , tonal light frequency kind of way to a lighter and more fluid sort of substance . Not so dense is what I guess I'm trying to say . But this is happening all around me , to Lydia too. She has mentioned many times lately how reality is wobbling around her . Very interesting stuff, eh? Just thought I'd share that with you . I may share this on the GH forum too. May be relevant for some one . What seems to be key for me , is that using the Access before and after these meditations brings with it an enormous amount of clarity , because of course , that any and all residual ego manifestations, imprintings , conditionings or programs of anti-consciousness or unconsciousness are stripped away and just the real deal is left , just the ability to Be and Observe within the infinite moment without any judgements or opinions , although what I've just described as to what Ive witnessed would seem to be a judgement of that observation , in truth it is purely a description of what I've seen and felt , now articulated in the only terms I have at my disposal at this time. And I hope it is not colored with any of my stuff ( except the good stuff ) , but it is what it is . So there ya have it .....
Re: Blane in Australia/ A recent experience
Are you there Blane? Tony? I don't know which you are, but it is you. I see you are very far ahead of me, looking back. I need to catch up. I see you return again to Australia in this present time. I need to speak with you urgently. Can you understand to respond to me with all haste? Forever I would be grateful. I know it is very high strangeness, but please trust me in how I come to find you.